Monday, August 24, 2009

happy 20th birthday, ILIA!!!



hahahahahaha......at last, ilia is now officially 20!!!! padan muke!!! asyik kitorg je yg die kutuk dh tue.....join da club mate!!! just know dat u r no longer a TEENAGER!!! huhu....u r now a TWENTY-ager.....i'm loving this so much....

da celebration was a success....we brought her out to an indian restaurant called RAJ'S CORNER for bukak pose.....but the climax was when we BLINDFOLDED her and brought her to the beach where we lit some candles around a piece of cake with a musical candle on top of it.....we had great fun......







HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILIA!!!

May Allah bless u with all the happiness in this world and the hereafter....thanx for being such a great friend and 'ex-girlfriend'.....thanx gak for being such a great housemate for the past 7 months and insyaAllah for the next 4 years and 4 months.....may Allah bless our friendship till da day we die.....



p/s: bangge gle ilia skrg dh terer gle masak....jgn maen2...sumpah aku kagum....

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

bulan yang mulia...

sempena bulan Ramadhan yang nk sampai nih, nak tanam beberapa azam baru utk melengkapkan bulan yang penuh berkat ni...hopefully, what i'm going to do will stay within me for the rest of my life...insyaAllah....Ya Allah, berikanlah hambaMu kekuatan dan kesungguhan utk mengubah diri supaya menjadi hambaMu yang lebih baik dari hari ini.....

1. read Al-Quran more often...bkn mase middle of maghrib & isyak je.....
2. banyakkan berzikir....
3. banyakkan berselawat...
4. make sure terawih every night...hari yang boleh je la kan...since masjid quite far...
5. might be a bit weird but i want to try & change my attire...insyaAllah...
6. nak jemaah subuh, maghrib, isyak, terawih & witir with housemates....hwaiting!!!
7. nak sahur same2 ngan housemates....rase sunyi la mkn sorg2...
8. elakkan diri dari perkara2 lagha...cam tgk cite korea or anime excessively....
9. try to finish up reading terjemahan Al-Quran...
10. have better attitude...cam krg moody...or more thankful to Allah...

but before all that happening, i would like to wish my family and all my muslim friends,
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!!!
semoga segala amalan kita dalam bulan mulia ini akan diredai & diberkati Allah dan membuahkan kebaikan kepada kita either in this life or the hereafter....
and also to ABAH, MAK, NINI, ABG WAN, ABG LAN, the rest of the family and all my dearest friends, i want to give my greatest apologies for any single mistake i made to any of you and please pray for my well-being throughout Ramadhan....

Friday, August 14, 2009

a tribute to the greatest people....





...the proudest moment...

as i sat in my room today after finishing my tutorial, i was drawn into old memories of my dearest of friends.....these are the stories of great friends whom i really love and cherish till the day i die....

nisa yapoo: hurm....ble kenal ko eh??? hahahaha......aku rase mase form 1, aku just kenal ko as adik penolong ketua pengawas....name ko pon aku x tau....nmpk je ko, dlm ati aku, 'eh, adik kak hazimah'......mase form 2 la mulenye detik persahabatan kite....ko la yg ajak aku masok video competition ngan ris n puzab....honestly, awal2, mmg aku menyumpah2 ko sbb masokkn aku dlm bende yg same ngan puzab....hahahaha....but thanx my dear friend for doing so....mungkin Allah yg bagi ko ilham utk buat cm tuh....alhamdulillah....tp aku rase kite mule lg rapat mase form 4 time tfnet....hehehehe....mase tuh la kite dipsgkn bersame dgn panggilan yapoo...hehehe...(ade lg x rantai yg aku kasi ko??)....then ko pg intec n aku plak taylor's...tp friendship kite x putus....ko slalu je dtg e-tiara (kdg2 kerane swimming pool-nye) n kite borak2 smpi mlm....aku gak yg x penah pg tmpt ko...sori yapoo....bkn sengaje....tp mmg sengaje pon...hahahaha...xde ah...lwk je...kite study sesame pon ade....umah ko x yah kate ah, brape kali ntah aku nyemak kt ctu....hehehhehe....ko siap masak utk aku lg....bagoss2...bleh jd isteri mithali...

ris ayamak: yg nih, mane nk mule cite pon xtau....mase form 1, mmg x knal langsong ah....hahahaha....lg2 plak 1J ngan 1F kan cm enemies....mase form 2, same gak ngan nisa, mule gak friendship kite mase masok video competition tuh same2....though idea video ala2 fred flinstone yg nk buat ape tah pakai like some sort of straw tuh x menang smpi mane2 pon....kite menang sth else...we won ourselves new bonding...new friendship......then mase tfnet, ko la secretary aku yg PALING CEKAP....sumpah aku kagum!!! keje aku sign je surat NTAH PAPE yg ko buat.....ko mmg memudahkn idop aku....ko jugak la manusia PERTAMA yg aku jumpe allergic ngan AYAM.....pastu mase form 5, kite buat group ape eh?? group save budget ke?? so, kite pg gak supper everynite sbb nk elak pengeluaran fulus kt koop....then kite kt taylor's same2..though masing2 ade kwn baru, kite still ade friendship kite...aku pg umah ko utk menyemak same cm ko menyemak kt umah aku...gile DEMANDING mase kt umah aku...nk milo la, x ske cocopops la, nk tido atas katil la, nk sluar la, towel la, etc.....then mase antr ko kt airport ke US, ko nanges la yg caused me to cry as well...kambeng tol ko nih...pnat aku thn....

puzab jabi: hahahaha.....bdk ni byk aku bleh cite....perkenalan kitorg la yg plg unik....hahahaha....sbb kisah kitorg ni cm org slalu kate 'x knal make x cinta'....sbb kitorg mule as WORST OF ENEMIES...haha....mase form 1, ble aku senyum kt die, die buat 'dek' je kt aku...mmg aku pantang org cm tuh...then ade gak kes 'BURUNG MATI'...itu lg lawak...tp bleh kate mmg x nmpk potential utk jd kwn ah mase tuh...ble tau dpt klas same utk form 2, mmg aku kutuk gle ah..org laen ejek aku, 'Ijat, sure lepas nih ko jd 'best' friend puzab'..aku jawab, 'JANGAN HARAP!!' (dengan nada tinggi..cm novel plak)...skali mmg masin mulut diorg...stat form 2, since the video comp, kitorg stat jd baek...knal diri masing2..baru la tau minah nih cm ne...mase tfnet, ko jd plak PENGURUS KEWANGAN aku...mmg tabik sspppriiinnnggg ah...tgk ko ngan sume resit2 ngan akaun2 yg membiolkn kapla otak aku kalo aku kt tmpt ko...adik2 kite NINI & NONI...hahaha...teringat plak aku mase ko ingat mak ko dentist tuh...ingat x?? then kite deskmate mase form 5...ko gak yg ske maen lagu2 'antique' ulang berjuta kali lemon smpi aku rase nk muntah dgr...

myra keding: ni cucu aku...hehehehe...yg kepeng lg keding....bdk nih aku btol2 knal mase tfnet kot...ko minat gle RAIN dulu....(name saye RRRRRAIN..iklan shampoo head&shoulders) ko la yg knalkn aku pade dunie korea...hahaha...gle thankful kt ko....ko knalkn kt aku cite FULLHOUSE yg gle menarik...smpi x tido mlm dok nk abeskn cite tuh nye pasal...ko ajar aku korean language cm...wang2 sakaji...hahaha...yg x elok gak aku pickup cepat...hehehehe....ko la cucuku yg glamourous gitu....hahahaha....

fyruz zmangga: hurm...ni awal2, knal gitu2 je la....aku tau die nih mmg pelawak gak ah....n sbb aku tau die cm kreatif, aku pon kutip la die utk masok tfnet gak....hahahahaha....jd PENGURUS PEMASARAN....merangkap 2nd CEOt bak kate angan2 die....mase tfnet ah, bonding kite jd maken kuat...teringat tingkap abuji yg kite slalu langkah tuh...hehehe....yg dh bengkok tuh....tp aku x kate ko yg buat....(hehe)...ko gak ah yg slalu gle gaduh ngan abuji...gaduh2 manje gitu...ko mmg aku anggap cm Apek Senario personal aku.....asyik buat aku gelak je....ooo...x lupe gak...ko juge aka KETUA PLASTIK ITAM....rajin tol kemas comp lab....

gent jangayam: minah nih pon aku rapat sbb tfnet....bdk ni aku amek sbb die kreatif gak...aku sgt perlukn org2 kreatif dlm syarikat aku....hehehe...itu namenye strategi...tp ilham Allah utk jadikn ko bdk tfnet sbb kreativiti ko juge la yg mewujudkn ukhwah antare kite....ko pon jadi cucu aku gak....bunyi cm aku nih org tue la plak...

nak cerite lagi detail tp nanti aku yakin pjg berjela2....xpe..ble rajen aku buat tribute part 2 plak....the main purpose aku buat post nih just nak kate:

thanx for being my greatest of friends...having u girls in my life has really changed me....u girls are a part of me....i thank Allah each day for giving me the opportunity to meet u girls...the journey we had together, no matter sweet or bitter, was a journey that i will never regret and cherish always....no matter where we r now, i'm sure that our friendship will never end....i'll always be there for u just like u were always with me through those times....may Allah bless all of you with greatness and happiness always.....amin....

I MISS YOU GIRLS!!!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

change....

i'm in the phase of trying to change into a better me, be it a muslim, daughter or student.
so bear with me for not updating my blog recently. maybe the contents of my blog will change as well as i evolve through this phase. pray for me. i know Allah is always there with me throughout my joy and pain.

as a muslim: i'm trying to deepen my knowledge on Islam. i do not want to be a muslim who just follows everything blindly just because everybody around me does it. i want to really understand what i'm doing so that everything i do is out of sincerity and honesty only for Allah.....

as a daughter: i want to always pray for my parents and care for them in any way i could as long as they are alive and are always there for me. i want to make them proud of me though i know they already are. i want to sink in everything they had taught me and let them know that i'm grateful that Allah sent them to me as my parents

as a student: i want to stop my habit as a 'last-minute studying' kind of person. i have to take my studies a little more seriously now. it is no more only for exams. i will have lives of human beings being jeopardized if ever i make mistakes. plus, i must always make my intention of studying is always for Allah and to get His blessings.

as a person: i have to stop my bad temper. i have to start using nice words. i want to show people that i do not have stoned heart. i can love and receive love. i want to help others. i want to stop being selfish at times.

i'm not quite sure what i'm blabbering about right now. is just that i got so much in my head at the moment. whatever it is, what i have learnt through the hard way is that,

'Allah does not give challenges to His servants that they cannot handle.....'