Tuesday, September 29, 2009

insyaAllah....

everytime
you feel like you cannot go on,
you feel so lost then
that you are so alone,
all you see is night
and darkness all around,
you feel so helpless,
you can't see which way to go
don't despair
and never lose hope,
cause ALLAH is always by your side....

insyaAllah......
you will find your way.....

Monday, September 21, 2009

Eid Mubarak!!!


This is my first year celebrating aidilfitri without my family by my side....terpikir jugak around a few days before raye whether i would cry my eyes out because of that....tp tgk2 x langsong....konon tough la nih....hahahahaha...not really....it was just that i called my family a lot siap 3G lagik.....so still rase they are very near....what is technology for kan??? tp ade additional reason gak....
again, i feel very grateful & blessed that Allah takdirkan bumi Newcastle for me.... i get to meet a lot (& i mean A LOT) of wonderful+awesome people....this people is another reason why i didn't feel that sad on raya.....they made me feel that i'm not alone....and they treat me just like their own family member....it showed me that i may not have my blood-related family but i have another family here through our hearts....

let me ckp psl ramadhan dulu....mase kt malaysia dulu, slalu rase ramadhan ni cam biase je....xde la x special but i don't have the urge to strive for Allah's blessings & forgiveness though i know the importance....tp since ade kt cni, maybe because of not having to live in muslim-majority country, baru rase nmpk the REAL ISLAM....tp xde la nmpk secare tetibe je....of course i had some help from the AMAZING SISTERS kt cni....all i can say is, i hope that sume amalan i made this ramadhan is accepted by Allah....

though i miss my mum's great cooking during raye (plus mase x raya pon), and rindu jugak nak dapat duet raye from pak+mak sedare sume, i'm glad that i have the chance to celebrate raya here....with such amazing people by my side, raya kali ni x rasa ada kekurangan pon....thanks to all...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!!!