10 positive thing for today....

1. still alive & a muslim (with iman alhamdulillah)

2. ExploRace for the juniors went very well....super fun

3. had great barbeque for lunch in Kak Wardiah's house.....nyum2x...

4. dpt mkn pasta sedap made by Hani & Farah......

5. met Kak Yani after such a long summer break...miss her lots!!!

6. met a new friend, Lana, architecture student.......

7. complimented as being radiant & kulit 'ketat' by seniors.....thanx to ProActive!!!!

8. still have blood running down my veins for the mosquitoes to suck them out......

9. got to eat my beloved dark chocolates & reading the sweet messages written on the wrapper...

10. had SHARING IS CARING session with seniors...thanx everyone!!!

p/s: trying my best to be more appreciative towards what is happening in my everyday life....always felt that i haven't been thankful enough to Allah for what He has bestowed upon me throughout my life for more than 21 years......


ALHAMDULILLAH!!!

smile again & again....& again

a group of girls from Malaysia went for a holiday together in Singapore after almost 2 years of not seeing each other.....within the one day trip, there was this funny conversation (to anyone who understands it, that is)......

Girl 1: the 'mat salleh' guy smiled at me just now....(muke penoh dgn ke-perasan-nan)
Girl 2: ye ke? what's with the the english speaking?
Girl 1: oh well, i'm from ENGLAND...
Girl 2: hahahahahahahha....perasan siot...
Girl 1: so i smiled again....(dgn confident)
Girl 2: smiled again??? bkn 'smiled back' ke??
Girl 1: sorry, i'm from FRANCE (tetibe je)

mungkin x lawak ble bace je.....but if korg ade kt tmpt kejadian, it was totally hilarious with all the facial expression n stuff.....



p/s: thanx girls for such a wonderful trip!!! it was simply an unforgettable journey...cant wait to do this again when we are 41.....(yapoo jgn nk buat lawak bangang psl walking distance dh ye???)

al-fatihah.....

who knew....the same time aku tgh seronok shopping, my dearest friend, Hidayati Hassan telah menghembuskan nafasnya yg terakhir......Allah lebih menyayangimu wahai sahabatku....to all chesco o2o6, i'm dedicating this song as a tribute to her.....insyaAllah, she will be always alive in our heart within our memories.....

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir Yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mengenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu
Bagai tiada pengganti
Senyum tawamu juga katamu
Menghiburkan kami
Memori indah kita bersama
Terus bersemadi
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu
Di saat kau masih diperlukan
Tuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu
Ku pasrah di atas kehendak Yang Esa

Ya Allah
Tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia
Tempat yang diKau janjikan nikmat
Untuk hambaMu

Sahabatku
Akan kuteruskan perjuangan ini
Walau kutahu kau tiada di sisi

Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu
Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskan
Sedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau
Bagai semalam kau bersama kami

Moga amanlah dan bahgia dikau di sana
Setangkai doa juga Fatihah terus kukirimkan
Moga di sana kau bersama para solihin
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir Yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mengenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

p/s: you will always be remembered in my heart....al-fatihah.....

welcome 2010....

just wanna share something i read from the newspaper today....loved every word....

Some people hate
Some people love

Some people are procrastinators
Some people act now

Some people love to point fingers
Some people love to extend their hands

Some people question every answer
Some people have an answer to every question

Some people hate to lose an argument
Some people love to win hearts

Some people want to change
Some people want to be the change

Some people are blind except to their own colour
Some people are colour blind

Some people are proud to belong to their race
Some people take pride in belonging to the human race

This New Year, it is not about who is perfect and who is not. It is about sharing One Legacy & One Destiny. Because to build a great nation we must learn to see the perfections in the imperfections....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

lets make this year better than last year....lets start new good habits rather than keeping old bad habits......

bersangka baik jom!!!

Tips from Syeikh Abdulkadir Al Jailani:-

Jika engkau bertemu dengan seseorang, maka yakinilah bahawa dia lebih baik darimu. Ucapkan dalam hatimu : “Mungkin kedudukannya di sisi Allah jauh lebih baik dan lebih tinggi dariku”.
(instead, slalu je pikir cam ne nak rase superior dr org tuh...ade je rase nak compare, pe yg kite lg better....kalo aku plak, pantang org x senyum blk kalo aku senyum kt org tuh, tros cop org tuh belagak....tp ble pikir blk, byk je org yg aku knal have a first impression of aku ni belagak n garang....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu anak kecil, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Anak ini belum bermaksiat kepada Allah, sedangkan diriku telah banyak bermaksiat kepadaNya. Tentu anak ini jauh lebih baik dariku”..
(ni x, xde pikir pape pon ble jumpe budak2....just rase a sense of authority over them...rase berkuase....kalo aku jadi nanny diorg, aku asyik buli diorg je....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu orang tua, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu): “Dia telah beribadah kepada Allah jauh lebih lama dariku, tentu dia lebih baik dariku.”
(aku respect org tue, but now there is more to think about ble jumpe diorg, muhasabah diri.....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan seorang yang berilmu, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu): “Orang ini memperoleh kurnia yang tidak akan kuperolehi, mencapai kedudukan yang tidak akan pernah kucapai, mengetahui apa yang tidak kuketahui dan dia mengamalkan ilmunya, tentu dia lebih baik dariku.”
(ni x, jeles je rase kalo ade org tau lebih...tros rase inferior...then sure rase org tuh kedekut ilmu...kalo x pon, x rase pon nk study ke ngan org tuh, sbb takot rase lg inferior ble org tuh tau lebih.......ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan seorang yang jahil, maka katakanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Orang ini bermaksiat kepada Allah kerana dia jahil (tidak tahu), sedangkan aku bermaksiat kepadaNya padahal aku mengetahui akibatnya. Dan aku tidak tahu bagaimana akhir umurku dan umurnya kelak. Dia tentu lebih baik dariku.”
(ni lagi satu...kalo jumpe org cam nih, sure tros jd judgemental.....tros label org tuh jahat....we have to hate the sin, not the sinner....muhasabah diri....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan orang kafir, maka katakanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Aku tidak tahu bagaimana keadaannya kelak, mungkin di akhir usianya dia memeluk Islam dan beramal soleh. Dan mungkin boleh jadi di akhir usia diriku kufur dan berbuat buruk…
(yang ni pon, aku slalu je pikir dlm kapla otak aku nih kalo any of them lalu depan aku yang diorg nih dh confirm tiket masok neraka....budget aku nih baek sgt la bleh masok syurga??? hish....trok btol aku nih....x penah pikir possibility diorg masok Islam.....kdg2 lupe yang Allah yang tentukan everything....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

p/s: just reading about this when i realized that i have been a bad person...always judging people....but alhamdulillah, coming across this article made me realize that i must always be humble & have good thoughts about other people.......ntah la, kdg2 org buat salah sket, tros masok bad list aku, then forever i'll cop org tuh jahat.....ble org tuh buat baik kt aku pon, aku still pikir cam die fake gle.....astaghfirullah.....baru la tersedar, what kind of a person i've grown up to be....but xpe, its not to late to change & be a better person........huhu...pe bende la aku merepek pepagi bute nih....

the war has begun.....

oh my GOD!!!!
esok stat exam........sungguh cuak.....
tp xpe ijat.....just remember USAHA+DOA+TAWAKKAL.....
insyaAllah, Allah is always there for you......
paling penting kene tenang......
kalo tenang, insyaAllah, everything in ur head will flow out nicely.......

please, please, please pray for me......
with ur prayers, i know i'll do just fine......

p/s: to all other medic students especially newie students, all da best....my prayer accompanies all of you...

always be there.....

when the time gets hard,
and there is no where to turn,
as He promised...He will always be there........
to bless us with His love & His mercy,
because as He promised.....He will always be there........
He is always watching us, guiding us,
and He knows what is in our little hearts,
so when you lose your way,
to ALLAH you should turn,
as He promised...He will ALWAYS be there.............

Nabi s.a.w bersabda: "Tidak ada sesuatu yang menimpa seseorang Islam sama ada kepenatan, kesakitan, kesusahan memikirkan perkara yang akan datang, kedukaan, sesuatu yang menyakiti, atau kesusahan mengingatkan apa yang telah berlaku - sehinggakan tikaman duri yang mencucuknya - melainkan Allah hapuskan dengan sebabnya, sebahagian dari dosa-dosanya." (Abu Sa'id al-Khudri & Abu Hurairah r.a)

so people, don't be stress with this coming exam (saying this to myself as well)....
just do the best, pray hard, & leave the rest to Allah.....
whatever that has been decided for us would be for our best interest.....
believe in Allah......
i won't say good luck for your exams.....cause luck would bring us nowhere.....
only Allah has the power to all.....just remember that you are all in my prayers......
Bit taufiq wan najah.....last but not least......

'USAHA, DOA & TAWAKAL'