This is my first year celebrating aidilfitri without my family by my side....terpikir jugak around a few days before raye whether i would cry my eyes out because of that....tp tgk2 x langsong....konon tough la nih....hahahahaha...not really....it was just that i called my family a lot siap 3G lagik.....so still rase they are very near....what is technology for kan??? tp ade additional reason gak....
again, i feel very grateful & blessed that Allah takdirkan bumi Newcastle for me.... i get to meet a lot (& i mean A LOT) of wonderful+awesome people....this people is another reason why i didn't feel that sad on raya.....they made me feel that i'm not alone....and they treat me just like their own family member....it showed me that i may not have my blood-related family but i have another family here through our hearts....
let me ckp psl ramadhan dulu....mase kt malaysia dulu, slalu rase ramadhan ni cam biase je....xde la x special but i don't have the urge to strive for Allah's blessings & forgiveness though i know the importance....tp since ade kt cni, maybe because of not having to live in muslim-majority country, baru rase nmpk the REAL ISLAM....tp xde la nmpk secare tetibe je....of course i had some help from the AMAZING SISTERS kt cni....all i can say is, i hope that sume amalan i made this ramadhan is accepted by Allah....
though i miss my mum's great cooking during raye (plus mase x raya pon), and rindu jugak nak dapat duet raye from pak+mak sedare sume, i'm glad that i have the chance to celebrate raya here....with such amazing people by my side, raya kali ni x rasa ada kekurangan pon....thanks to all...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!!!
