change....

i'm in the phase of trying to change into a better me, be it a muslim, daughter or student.
so bear with me for not updating my blog recently. maybe the contents of my blog will change as well as i evolve through this phase. pray for me. i know Allah is always there with me throughout my joy and pain.

as a muslim: i'm trying to deepen my knowledge on Islam. i do not want to be a muslim who just follows everything blindly just because everybody around me does it. i want to really understand what i'm doing so that everything i do is out of sincerity and honesty only for Allah.....

as a daughter: i want to always pray for my parents and care for them in any way i could as long as they are alive and are always there for me. i want to make them proud of me though i know they already are. i want to sink in everything they had taught me and let them know that i'm grateful that Allah sent them to me as my parents

as a student: i want to stop my habit as a 'last-minute studying' kind of person. i have to take my studies a little more seriously now. it is no more only for exams. i will have lives of human beings being jeopardized if ever i make mistakes. plus, i must always make my intention of studying is always for Allah and to get His blessings.

as a person: i have to stop my bad temper. i have to start using nice words. i want to show people that i do not have stoned heart. i can love and receive love. i want to help others. i want to stop being selfish at times.

i'm not quite sure what i'm blabbering about right now. is just that i got so much in my head at the moment. whatever it is, what i have learnt through the hard way is that,

'Allah does not give challenges to His servants that they cannot handle.....'