the day my mom is sent to the world...

If I could give you diamonds
for each tear you cried for me.
If I could give you sapphires
for each truth you’ve helped me see.
If I could give you rubies
for the heartache that you’ve known
If I could give you pearls
for the wisdom that you’ve shown.
Then you’ll have a treasure, mother,
that would mount up to the skies
That would almost match
the sparkle in your kind and loving eyes.
But I have no pearls, no diamonds,
As I’m sure you’re well aware
So I’ll give you gifts more precious
My devotion, love and care.

I LOVE YOU MOM!!
Ya Allah, thank you for sending such a wonderful mother to me....
Please bless her with all the happiness each and everyday in this life and the hereafter, Ya Rabb.
For she is the person who makes me feel like I'm always blessed and happy.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK!!!

thank you.....

Thank you for always being there
and knowing just what to do
Thank you for knowing the words to say
when I'm feeling way beyond blue

Thank you for patiently listening
to all my worries and stresses
Thank you for caring enough
to get me out of all my messes

Thank you for being a phone call away
or around the corner to run to
Thank you for your door always being open
and knowing just what to do

Thank you for being my constant support
when i didn't think I could cope
Thank you for lifting my spirits
and letting me know there is hope

Thank you for being the best parents
a daughter could ever wish for
I love you with all my heart
today and forever more.

As I look back on my life
I find myself wondering...
Did I remember to thank you
for all that you have done for me?

For all of the times you were by my side
to help me celebrate my successes
and accept my defeats?

Or for teaching me the value of hard work,
good judgement, courage, and honesty?

I wonder if I've ever thanked you
for the simple things...
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared?

If I have forgotten to express my gratitude
For any of these things,
I am thanking you now...
and I am hoping that you've known all along,
how very much you are loved and appreciated

THANK YOU MAK & ABAH!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!

My Abah.....

In a time when fathers are totally absent,

gone most of the time,
or physically present but mentally distracted,
you are there for me—
looking at me, listening to me
understanding me, talking with me.
You make time for me
even when it’s inconvenient for you.
You make me feel important to you.

I learn from you when you teach me,
when I watch you do things,
and when I observe you
just being you—a terrific father.

Every affectionate smile you give me,
every pat on the back, every hug
shows me you love me,
that you’re proud of me.

These are things I’ll remember
to do for my own kids.
You’re a great role model, ABAH.
I want to be just like you.

ABAH is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
ABAH can be one of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
ABAH can be patient and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
ABAH's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your ABAH!
Thank you, ABAH...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you!

LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD....

I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you had to stay a month long in hospital after I was born
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you put a wet cloth on my forehead if I had a fever
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you quickly find my school uniform when I cried in the morning for waking up late to school
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you had to sleep beside my bed to keep me accompany in the hospital after my appendicectomy
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you made sure that I had all my textbooks and exercise books each year
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you studied my subjects for exam so that you can teach me later
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you sent me for tuition or extra-curricular activities day and night without complain
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you bought exercise books for me to practice for exams though they costs a lot
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you find time to go to my award ceremony each year to watch me go up the stage
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you rushed to the bank when you heard that I had little money to spend
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you put on a strong face everytime you sent me to the hostel which was miles away from home
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you helped clean me up after the vomiting and diarrhoea from the food poisoning
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would sent me each early of the year to the hostel though it was hours of journey
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you rushed to the tailor to make sure I wore new clothes to my PMR award ceremony
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would teach me again & again without fail about baking cakes and 'kuih raya'
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you were the one who motivated me for each exam
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would pray throughout my 2-hour or 3-hour exam papers
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you did nazar fasting whenever my results turned out well
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would sent me all the 'rempah' while studying abroad to make sure I'd be able to eat what I like
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would always ask me what to eat and run to the market when I'm home
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would endure an 8-hour flight journey which was gruesome to you to visit me
I WISH I REALIZED THEN when you would always have new clothes for me each time I come home.......

I know that those I mentioned are just like a grain of sand on a beach for all that you have done for me....
I WISH I REALIZED THEN about them all.....
NOW, all I wish is that I could appreciate you more now than I ever had before....

Mak,
for all that you have done for me endlessly and effortlessly, THANK YOU....
for all the mistakes I have done to you before, now and coming, I'M SORRY....
for us being apart now by miles, I MISS YOU.....
for me to express myself what I feel about you, I LOVE YOU...

Mak,
you brought me into this world,
you fed me,
you cared for me,
you loved me,
like no one else in this world.......

You are trully one GREATEST MOM in the the world and no treasure in the world could ever replace you....
and I'm truly the LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!
May Allah bless you with all the greatness in your life here and the hereafter.....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Allah The Most Gracious....

Rasulullah SAW said: "Ask and you shall be given it; and you shall be given it." [At-Tarmidzi]

Rasulullah SAW said: "Let everyone of you ask of His Lord all that he wants." [At-Tarmidzi]

We were informed by our beloved Prophet SAW that Allah SWT fulfills everybody's wishes so long as a perso does not get impatient and say, " I asked Allah for so and so and I still haven't received it." We are told never to despair of the mercy of Allah SWT. Remember Maher Zain's InshaAllah??

Don't despair and never lose hope, cause Allah is always by your side.....

Rasulullah SAW informed us that there are several forms for the acceptance of doa.

1) You are given what you ask

2) You are given better than what you asked for

3) Some calamity that was about to befall you has been averted instead

4) The doa is saved up for you as a reward for The Day of Judgement.

If you think of it from all these different forms, there's never a time when asking Allah SWT for thing is not beneficial. It is a form of blessing on its own special way. So what are you waiting for? Keep the prayers going on throughout the day for Allah loves to hear the voice of His servants asking Him for help.


"Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu tentang Aku, maka (jawablah), bahawasanya Aku adalah dekat. Aku mengabulkan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia memohon kepadaKu, maka hendaklah mereka itu memenuhi (segala perintah) Ku dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepadaKu, agar mereka selalu berada dalam kebenaran" -Al-Baqarah [2:186]-

don't be sad....

Allah always has a way to cheer and comfort His servants. Being in PMS for the past week and so stressed out with all sorts of assignments, really adds up to the pressure of performing my best in GP placement. But despite some of the disappointments that I have about how I am doing during GP, Allah sent me a patient who is very pleasant to deal with. His name is Mr. Pleasant. Ironic isn't it?? I would say he is the nicest patient I met since I ever started studying medicine. Thank you Allah. At one moment, I was wondering why did I ever take medicine in the first place. But by sending this particular patient, Allah really had showed me that I really want to do my best in medicine and be a great doctor for which I hope can one day help the Islamic ummah the best way I could. Ya Allah, with all the blessings You have bestowed upon me, how can I not be grateful?? Please guide me to the right path Ya Allah so that everything I intend to do is always with You being the first to be in my mind. True enough, Allah has showed me again and again without fail, for those who believe, you don't have to be sad or afraid.

"Bahkan barangsiapa yang menyerahkan diri kepada Allah, sedang ia berbuat kebajikan, maka baginya pahala di sisi Tuhannya dan tidak ada kekhuatiran terhadap mereka dan tidak pula mereka bersedih hati" -Al-Baqarah [2:112]-

lesson of the day....

Rasulullah SAW said: "Whoever does not argue when he is in the wrong will have a home built for him on the edge of Paradise. Whoever avoids it when he is in the right will have a home built for him in the middle of Paradise. And whoever improves his own character, a home will be built for him in the highest part of Paradise" [At-Tarmidzi]

Arguing with people is strongly discouraged in Islam. We are to state our point of view and then leave it at that. Nor are we to involve ourselves in matters that do not affect a person's deen. Note that a person is to shun argument whether he is in the right or whether his stand is wrong. Both get houses built for them in Paradise. But since the person who knows that he is right finds it more difficult to leave the argument and let things be, he/she is promised a greater reward.

Arguing with people rarely gets anyone to change their minds. It usually only produces defensiveness and creates ill feelings between people. The issue becomes a matter of one's ego and makes it more difficult for a person to change their stance. Allah SWT loves to have Muslims live harmoniously with each other.

This is a reminder for myself who tend to get so heated up to argue especially when I'm super positive that I am right. I hope that everyone especially myself always have this hadis in mind whenever you are ever thinking about arguing. Isn't Islam beautiful?