bersangka baik jom!!!

Tips from Syeikh Abdulkadir Al Jailani:-

Jika engkau bertemu dengan seseorang, maka yakinilah bahawa dia lebih baik darimu. Ucapkan dalam hatimu : “Mungkin kedudukannya di sisi Allah jauh lebih baik dan lebih tinggi dariku”.
(instead, slalu je pikir cam ne nak rase superior dr org tuh...ade je rase nak compare, pe yg kite lg better....kalo aku plak, pantang org x senyum blk kalo aku senyum kt org tuh, tros cop org tuh belagak....tp ble pikir blk, byk je org yg aku knal have a first impression of aku ni belagak n garang....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu anak kecil, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Anak ini belum bermaksiat kepada Allah, sedangkan diriku telah banyak bermaksiat kepadaNya. Tentu anak ini jauh lebih baik dariku”..
(ni x, xde pikir pape pon ble jumpe budak2....just rase a sense of authority over them...rase berkuase....kalo aku jadi nanny diorg, aku asyik buli diorg je....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu orang tua, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu): “Dia telah beribadah kepada Allah jauh lebih lama dariku, tentu dia lebih baik dariku.”
(aku respect org tue, but now there is more to think about ble jumpe diorg, muhasabah diri.....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan seorang yang berilmu, maka ucapkanlah (dalam hatimu): “Orang ini memperoleh kurnia yang tidak akan kuperolehi, mencapai kedudukan yang tidak akan pernah kucapai, mengetahui apa yang tidak kuketahui dan dia mengamalkan ilmunya, tentu dia lebih baik dariku.”
(ni x, jeles je rase kalo ade org tau lebih...tros rase inferior...then sure rase org tuh kedekut ilmu...kalo x pon, x rase pon nk study ke ngan org tuh, sbb takot rase lg inferior ble org tuh tau lebih.......ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan seorang yang jahil, maka katakanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Orang ini bermaksiat kepada Allah kerana dia jahil (tidak tahu), sedangkan aku bermaksiat kepadaNya padahal aku mengetahui akibatnya. Dan aku tidak tahu bagaimana akhir umurku dan umurnya kelak. Dia tentu lebih baik dariku.”
(ni lagi satu...kalo jumpe org cam nih, sure tros jd judgemental.....tros label org tuh jahat....we have to hate the sin, not the sinner....muhasabah diri....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

Jika bertemu dengan orang kafir, maka katakanlah (dalam hatimu) : “Aku tidak tahu bagaimana keadaannya kelak, mungkin di akhir usianya dia memeluk Islam dan beramal soleh. Dan mungkin boleh jadi di akhir usia diriku kufur dan berbuat buruk…
(yang ni pon, aku slalu je pikir dlm kapla otak aku nih kalo any of them lalu depan aku yang diorg nih dh confirm tiket masok neraka....budget aku nih baek sgt la bleh masok syurga??? hish....trok btol aku nih....x penah pikir possibility diorg masok Islam.....kdg2 lupe yang Allah yang tentukan everything....ASTAGHFIRULLAH)

p/s: just reading about this when i realized that i have been a bad person...always judging people....but alhamdulillah, coming across this article made me realize that i must always be humble & have good thoughts about other people.......ntah la, kdg2 org buat salah sket, tros masok bad list aku, then forever i'll cop org tuh jahat.....ble org tuh buat baik kt aku pon, aku still pikir cam die fake gle.....astaghfirullah.....baru la tersedar, what kind of a person i've grown up to be....but xpe, its not to late to change & be a better person........huhu...pe bende la aku merepek pepagi bute nih....

the war has begun.....

oh my GOD!!!!
esok stat exam........sungguh cuak.....
tp xpe ijat.....just remember USAHA+DOA+TAWAKKAL.....
insyaAllah, Allah is always there for you......
paling penting kene tenang......
kalo tenang, insyaAllah, everything in ur head will flow out nicely.......

please, please, please pray for me......
with ur prayers, i know i'll do just fine......

p/s: to all other medic students especially newie students, all da best....my prayer accompanies all of you...

always be there.....

when the time gets hard,
and there is no where to turn,
as He promised...He will always be there........
to bless us with His love & His mercy,
because as He promised.....He will always be there........
He is always watching us, guiding us,
and He knows what is in our little hearts,
so when you lose your way,
to ALLAH you should turn,
as He promised...He will ALWAYS be there.............

Nabi s.a.w bersabda: "Tidak ada sesuatu yang menimpa seseorang Islam sama ada kepenatan, kesakitan, kesusahan memikirkan perkara yang akan datang, kedukaan, sesuatu yang menyakiti, atau kesusahan mengingatkan apa yang telah berlaku - sehinggakan tikaman duri yang mencucuknya - melainkan Allah hapuskan dengan sebabnya, sebahagian dari dosa-dosanya." (Abu Sa'id al-Khudri & Abu Hurairah r.a)

so people, don't be stress with this coming exam (saying this to myself as well)....
just do the best, pray hard, & leave the rest to Allah.....
whatever that has been decided for us would be for our best interest.....
believe in Allah......
i won't say good luck for your exams.....cause luck would bring us nowhere.....
only Allah has the power to all.....just remember that you are all in my prayers......
Bit taufiq wan najah.....last but not least......

'USAHA, DOA & TAWAKAL'

Life....

Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

but alhamdulillah, ALLAH is always there to guide us.....
just trust Him & you will be fine....
no worries MATE!!!

just for you

Thank You
For simply being there
In the cloudy days
In the sunny days
Thank You
For sharing your joy
And pain with me
For showing me
That I’m so special
That my contribution count
Through our friendship I have grown as a person
And I hope you have too...
Thank You… Thank You… Thank You…
Just For You
Thank You
For simply being my friend
For the special memories
We share together now
For the never ending support
You always give me
My dearest friend
I will always love you
I can’t tell you how much
That you mean to me
I pray for our everlasting friendship
Never ever say goodbye to yesterday
Because yesterday was so special and wonderful
And I hope tomorrow will be better
Thank You… For Everything…

p/s: dearest ashley...missing u lots right now....would be great if u were here....

alhamdulillah....

give thanks to ALLAH,
for the moon & the stars,
praise Him all day for what IS & what WAS,
take hold if your IMAN,
don't give in to SYAITAN,
you who belive,
please give thanks to ALLAH...

alhamdulillah...
alhamdulillah...
alhamdulillah...

insyaAllah....

everytime
you feel like you cannot go on,
you feel so lost then
that you are so alone,
all you see is night
and darkness all around,
you feel so helpless,
you can't see which way to go
don't despair
and never lose hope,
cause ALLAH is always by your side....

insyaAllah......
you will find your way.....

Eid Mubarak!!!

This is my first year celebrating aidilfitri without my family by my side....terpikir jugak around a few days before raye whether i would cry my eyes out because of that....tp tgk2 x langsong....konon tough la nih....hahahahaha...not really....it was just that i called my family a lot siap 3G lagik.....so still rase they are very near....what is technology for kan??? tp ade additional reason gak....
again, i feel very grateful & blessed that Allah takdirkan bumi Newcastle for me.... i get to meet a lot (& i mean A LOT) of wonderful+awesome people....this people is another reason why i didn't feel that sad on raya.....they made me feel that i'm not alone....and they treat me just like their own family member....it showed me that i may not have my blood-related family but i have another family here through our hearts....

let me ckp psl ramadhan dulu....mase kt malaysia dulu, slalu rase ramadhan ni cam biase je....xde la x special but i don't have the urge to strive for Allah's blessings & forgiveness though i know the importance....tp since ade kt cni, maybe because of not having to live in muslim-majority country, baru rase nmpk the REAL ISLAM....tp xde la nmpk secare tetibe je....of course i had some help from the AMAZING SISTERS kt cni....all i can say is, i hope that sume amalan i made this ramadhan is accepted by Allah....

though i miss my mum's great cooking during raye (plus mase x raya pon), and rindu jugak nak dapat duet raye from pak+mak sedare sume, i'm glad that i have the chance to celebrate raya here....with such amazing people by my side, raya kali ni x rasa ada kekurangan pon....thanks to all...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!!!

happy 20th birthday, ILIA!!!

hahahahahaha......at last, ilia is now officially 20!!!! padan muke!!! asyik kitorg je yg die kutuk dh tue.....join da club mate!!! just know dat u r no longer a TEENAGER!!! huhu....u r now a TWENTY-ager.....i'm loving this so much....

da celebration was a success....we brought her out to an indian restaurant called RAJ'S CORNER for bukak pose.....but the climax was when we BLINDFOLDED her and brought her to the beach where we lit some candles around a piece of cake with a musical candle on top of it.....we had great fun......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILIA!!!

May Allah bless u with all the happiness in this world and the hereafter....thanx for being such a great friend and 'ex-girlfriend'.....thanx gak for being such a great housemate for the past 7 months and insyaAllah for the next 4 years and 4 months.....may Allah bless our friendship till da day we die.....

p/s: bangge gle ilia skrg dh terer gle masak....jgn maen2...sumpah aku kagum....

bulan yang mulia...

sempena bulan Ramadhan yang nk sampai nih, nak tanam beberapa azam baru utk melengkapkan bulan yang penuh berkat ni...hopefully, what i'm going to do will stay within me for the rest of my life...insyaAllah....Ya Allah, berikanlah hambaMu kekuatan dan kesungguhan utk mengubah diri supaya menjadi hambaMu yang lebih baik dari hari ini.....

1. read Al-Quran more often...bkn mase middle of maghrib & isyak je.....
2. banyakkan berzikir....
3. banyakkan berselawat...
4. make sure terawih every night...hari yang boleh je la kan...since masjid quite far...
5. might be a bit weird but i want to try & change my attire...insyaAllah...
6. nak jemaah subuh, maghrib, isyak, terawih & witir with housemates....hwaiting!!!
7. nak sahur same2 ngan housemates....rase sunyi la mkn sorg2...
8. elakkan diri dari perkara2 lagha...cam tgk cite korea or anime excessively....
9. try to finish up reading terjemahan Al-Quran...
10. have better attitude...cam krg moody...or more thankful to Allah...

but before all that happening, i would like to wish my family and all my muslim friends,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!!!

semoga segala amalan kita dalam bulan mulia ini akan diredai & diberkati Allah dan membuahkan kebaikan kepada kita either in this life or the hereafter....
and also to ABAH, MAK, NINI, ABG WAN, ABG LAN, the rest of the family and all my dearest friends, i want to give my greatest apologies for any single mistake i made to any of you and please pray for my well-being throughout Ramadhan....

a tribute to the greatest people....

...the proudest moment...

as i sat in my room today after finishing my tutorial, i was drawn into old memories of my dearest of friends.....these are the stories of great friends whom i really love and cherish till the day i die....

nisa yapoo: hurm....ble kenal ko eh??? hahahaha......aku rase mase form 1, aku just kenal ko as adik penolong ketua pengawas....name ko pon aku x tau....nmpk je ko, dlm ati aku, 'eh, adik kak hazimah'......mase form 2 la mulenye detik persahabatan kite....ko la yg ajak aku masok video competition ngan ris n puzab....honestly, awal2, mmg aku menyumpah2 ko sbb masokkn aku dlm bende yg same ngan puzab....hahahaha....but thanx my dear friend for doing so....mungkin Allah yg bagi ko ilham utk buat cm tuh....alhamdulillah....tp aku rase kite mule lg rapat mase form 4 time tfnet....hehehehe....mase tuh la kite dipsgkn bersame dgn panggilan yapoo...hehehe...(ade lg x rantai yg aku kasi ko??)....then ko pg intec n aku plak taylor's...tp friendship kite x putus....ko slalu je dtg e-tiara (kdg2 kerane swimming pool-nye) n kite borak2 smpi mlm....aku gak yg x penah pg tmpt ko...sori yapoo....bkn sengaje....tp mmg sengaje pon...hahahaha...xde ah...lwk je...kite study sesame pon ade....umah ko x yah kate ah, brape kali ntah aku nyemak kt ctu....hehehhehe....ko siap masak utk aku lg....bagoss2...bleh jd isteri mithali...

ris ayamak: yg nih, mane nk mule cite pon xtau....mase form 1, mmg x knal langsong ah....hahahaha....lg2 plak 1J ngan 1F kan cm enemies....mase form 2, same gak ngan nisa, mule gak friendship kite mase masok video competition tuh same2....though idea video ala2 fred flinstone yg nk buat ape tah pakai like some sort of straw tuh x menang smpi mane2 pon....kite menang sth else...we won ourselves new bonding...new friendship......then mase tfnet, ko la secretary aku yg PALING CEKAP....sumpah aku kagum!!! keje aku sign je surat NTAH PAPE yg ko buat.....ko mmg memudahkn idop aku....ko jugak la manusia PERTAMA yg aku jumpe allergic ngan AYAM.....pastu mase form 5, kite buat group ape eh?? group save budget ke?? so, kite pg gak supper everynite sbb nk elak pengeluaran fulus kt koop....then kite kt taylor's same2..though masing2 ade kwn baru, kite still ade friendship kite...aku pg umah ko utk menyemak same cm ko menyemak kt umah aku...gile DEMANDING mase kt umah aku...nk milo la, x ske cocopops la, nk tido atas katil la, nk sluar la, towel la, etc.....then mase antr ko kt airport ke US, ko nanges la yg caused me to cry as well...kambeng tol ko nih...pnat aku thn....

puzab jabi: hahahaha.....bdk ni byk aku bleh cite....perkenalan kitorg la yg plg unik....hahahaha....sbb kisah kitorg ni cm org slalu kate 'x knal make x cinta'....sbb kitorg mule as WORST OF ENEMIES...haha....mase form 1, ble aku senyum kt die, die buat 'dek' je kt aku...mmg aku pantang org cm tuh...then ade gak kes 'BURUNG MATI'...itu lg lawak...tp bleh kate mmg x nmpk potential utk jd kwn ah mase tuh...ble tau dpt klas same utk form 2, mmg aku kutuk gle ah..org laen ejek aku, 'Ijat, sure lepas nih ko jd 'best' friend puzab'..aku jawab, 'JANGAN HARAP!!' (dengan nada tinggi..cm novel plak)...skali mmg masin mulut diorg...stat form 2, since the video comp, kitorg stat jd baek...knal diri masing2..baru la tau minah nih cm ne...mase tfnet, ko jd plak PENGURUS KEWANGAN aku...mmg tabik sspppriiinnnggg ah...tgk ko ngan sume resit2 ngan akaun2 yg membiolkn kapla otak aku kalo aku kt tmpt ko...adik2 kite NINI & NONI...hahaha...teringat plak aku mase ko ingat mak ko dentist tuh...ingat x?? then kite deskmate mase form 5...ko gak yg ske maen lagu2 'antique' ulang berjuta kali lemon smpi aku rase nk muntah dgr...

myra keding: ni cucu aku...hehehehe...yg kepeng lg keding....bdk nih aku btol2 knal mase tfnet kot...ko minat gle RAIN dulu....(name saye RRRRRAIN..iklan shampoo head&shoulders) ko la yg knalkn aku pade dunie korea...hahaha...gle thankful kt ko....ko knalkn kt aku cite FULLHOUSE yg gle menarik...smpi x tido mlm dok nk abeskn cite tuh nye pasal...ko ajar aku korean language cm...wang2 sakaji...hahaha...yg x elok gak aku pickup cepat...hehehehe....ko la cucuku yg glamourous gitu....hahahaha....

fyruz zmangga: hurm...ni awal2, knal gitu2 je la....aku tau die nih mmg pelawak gak ah....n sbb aku tau die cm kreatif, aku pon kutip la die utk masok tfnet gak....hahahahaha....jd PENGURUS PEMASARAN....merangkap 2nd CEOt bak kate angan2 die....mase tfnet ah, bonding kite jd maken kuat...teringat tingkap abuji yg kite slalu langkah tuh...hehehe....yg dh bengkok tuh....tp aku x kate ko yg buat....(hehe)...ko gak ah yg slalu gle gaduh ngan abuji...gaduh2 manje gitu...ko mmg aku anggap cm Apek Senario personal aku.....asyik buat aku gelak je....ooo...x lupe gak...ko juge aka KETUA PLASTIK ITAM....rajin tol kemas comp lab....

gent jangayam: minah nih pon aku rapat sbb tfnet....bdk ni aku amek sbb die kreatif gak...aku sgt perlukn org2 kreatif dlm syarikat aku....hehehe...itu namenye strategi...tp ilham Allah utk jadikn ko bdk tfnet sbb kreativiti ko juge la yg mewujudkn ukhwah antare kite....ko pon jadi cucu aku gak....bunyi cm aku nih org tue la plak...

nak cerite lagi detail tp nanti aku yakin pjg berjela2....xpe..ble rajen aku buat tribute part 2 plak....the main purpose aku buat post nih just nak kate:

thanx for being my greatest of friends...having u girls in my life has really changed me....u girls are a part of me....i thank Allah each day for giving me the opportunity to meet u girls...the journey we had together, no matter sweet or bitter, was a journey that i will never regret and cherish always....no matter where we r now, i'm sure that our friendship will never end....i'll always be there for u just like u were always with me through those times....may Allah bless all of you with greatness and happiness always.....amin....

I MISS YOU GIRLS!!!

change....

i'm in the phase of trying to change into a better me, be it a muslim, daughter or student.
so bear with me for not updating my blog recently. maybe the contents of my blog will change as well as i evolve through this phase. pray for me. i know Allah is always there with me throughout my joy and pain.

as a muslim: i'm trying to deepen my knowledge on Islam. i do not want to be a muslim who just follows everything blindly just because everybody around me does it. i want to really understand what i'm doing so that everything i do is out of sincerity and honesty only for Allah.....

as a daughter: i want to always pray for my parents and care for them in any way i could as long as they are alive and are always there for me. i want to make them proud of me though i know they already are. i want to sink in everything they had taught me and let them know that i'm grateful that Allah sent them to me as my parents

as a student: i want to stop my habit as a 'last-minute studying' kind of person. i have to take my studies a little more seriously now. it is no more only for exams. i will have lives of human beings being jeopardized if ever i make mistakes. plus, i must always make my intention of studying is always for Allah and to get His blessings.

as a person: i have to stop my bad temper. i have to start using nice words. i want to show people that i do not have stoned heart. i can love and receive love. i want to help others. i want to stop being selfish at times.

i'm not quite sure what i'm blabbering about right now. is just that i got so much in my head at the moment. whatever it is, what i have learnt through the hard way is that,

'Allah does not give challenges to His servants that they cannot handle.....'

sydney with FAMILY!!!

you read it right....i spent a week of my holidays in sydney with my ohana who came all the way from malaysia....i'm so touched....and when i say family, it really means the whole family as in together with my two BIG brothers and my new-family-member-or-kakak-ipar, Kak Baey......i had COOLNESS fun.....maybe partly because i missed them so much....hahahahahha.....a picture is worth a thousand words....so here are a few pictures to contribute to my word count for this entry....hahahahhahaha.....COOLNESS!!!! I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

changes....

during exam.....



after exam.....

exam has ended.....during exam, i just can't wait for the holidays....but only after a few days of holidays, i feel very bored.....i mean SERIOUSLY BORED......i had to cancel my trip to Melbourne due to the swine flu thingy....what a coincidence.....why must this swine flu cases rise up when its about time for me to go there??? well, there must be a reason behind it i guess....so, i set up a few goals for me to achieve in the holidays....they include:
1) find a car....2ndhand car due to $$$ in my bank account....hahaha (DONE!!!)
2) make my own ROTI CANAI (DONE!!!)
3) making CHICKEN MUSHROOM PIE.....???? (soon....)

wait for my next post on our search of ENCIK CAR....what is that is u ask...its our car's name.....u might think dat it is lame but we love it!!! so, WHATEVER!!!! the car is such COOLNESS....

exam no more around the corner....

its right beside me....looking at me straight in the face.....hhahahahahaha.....
the only word that can haunt me for the rest of my life no matter how many times i have gone through with it....the one and only.....

EXAM!!!

anyways, i got lots more to read and cover for this exam....so no time to plan for a long post....
just a short and sweet one.....hahahahaha.....to anyone who reads my blog, please pray for my success as i do for all of you.......and to all my dear friends who are having their exams as well (no matter from SK ASMA, SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH, TAYLOR'S COLLEGE or UNIVERSITY OF NEWCASTLE!!), all i can say is,

행운을 빕니다!

in simple English translated as, GOOD LUCK!!!

i know we've all worked very hard on the exams....insyaAllah, we will pass with flying colours....even passing without all the colours flying would be much grateful for to me......
with that in our minds, lets just step into the exam hall with COOLNESS.....being calm during exams is the best for us......answers will flow easier with such calmness in our mind.......(and also COOLNESS).....hahahaha....with that said, i must stop typing now or this will still be a long post....hahahahaha....

p/s: what is it with me with all the 'COOLNESS' phrase??? apparently, my friends are noticing that i'm using that word quite a lot since i came here....hahaha....COOLNESS....

Happy Chesco Day!!!

To all my dearest chesco, HAPPY BATCH DAY!!! Chescorulezz o2o6..... it has been 8 years since we've known each other....i thank Allah everyday that He gave me the opportunity to know such special people like you guys....i won't ask for anything more or less than that....thank you my dear CHESCO for entering my life and adding more colours to it....and thank you also for opening my heart to love each and everyone of u.....i treasure & cherish each moment we had together....all those days I had in STF were more meaningful and memorable with u guys there with me... i know that not all the memories we had were sweet memories....of cause there were some bitter memories....but i believe, those ups and downs we had together in STF were what made us who we are today....there are no such memories that can be forgotten no matter how sweet or bitter they were.....i would appreciate them as precious memories which were significant in our lives....so thank you again my dear friends....please bear in mind that i miss and love all of you very much.....though i might not have contacted some of you, u r still in my heart....i pray for your success & happiness...please pray for my success as well...may we meet again with Allah's will.....insyaAllah....

xoxo,
ijat

Happy Teacher's Day!!!

hahahaha...just like to wish HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!! to all my dearest teachers/lecturers in:
1) SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN SULTANAH ASMA
2) SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH
3) TAYLOR'S UNIVERSITY COLLEGE

thank u for every lesson u taught me...thanks for bringing me to where i am today....i had really appreciated it....u r all the best teachers i ever had!!! please pray to my success to become a great doctor....may God bless u all!!!

TO MAK, u will always be the greatest teacher i ever had...thank u for everything....i love so much....no one can ever replace u....

rising sun....

i've always heard about people going to watch the sunrise or sunset since like....forever.....
but anything they say had never triggered me to feel like going....but when my friends suddenly mentioned about going today, my heart felt different...i felt like i have to watch this event at least once in my lifetime....i have to see for myself the beauty behind it that people have always talked about.....though it was a sudden + last minute plan....and though i had lots to do especially studying for my final semester exam and all....but what the heck, i have been stress lately with the abundant amount of assignments, quizzes, doc.coms, learning targets for PBL and studying all the stuff.....
i guess i needed this trip.....

so up i woke at 4.15am and woke up the other girls and the boys by phone.....
we went to nobby's beach.....let me tell you....it was very cold + windy....REALLY WINDY.....really as in that u feel like the wind can blow u up to the air...something like that....i'm not exaggerating...honest!!!

glad that the kari i made was complimented....making some of my friends to miss Malaysia (they said).....hahahaha.....*proud.....we had a blissful breakfast....and the boys sang some Malay songs (which I can rarely hear now as i dont listen to Malaysian radio stations here)....accompanied by a guitar played by some others....it was great....ain & faiz went for a jog (boys made fun of ain saying that she grew fatter here)....so not!!! she's like very MANTAP!!!.....hahahahahhaha
mok & fadhil went fishing....such cute people....too bad that they didn't catch any....

the main event was of course.....watching the SUNRISE!!! all i can say is,

CCCOOOLLLLNNNEEESSSS!!!

it was the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.....subhanallah.......
i'm trully amazed with Allah's power.....He created a short event with such beauty....every little small details made it more beautiful than ever ......
i'm speechless.....it was just absolutely magnificent!!! nothing can compare to that......
thank u Allah for allowing me to have functional eyes to be able to see such a wonderful creation... Alhamdulillah.....
right at that moment, all the thoughts i had about all the workload just went....KAPOOFF!!! all gone....my mind was free & very relaxed......

we went to a coffee shop right after that..thanx everyone...i had great fun!!!

p/s: i'm so gonna get a car so that i can always go and see the sunrise....no need to depend on others anymore....hahahahahah

a dedication for my mother....

Mom, without you, there would be no me.

Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.

Mom, I look at you
and see a walking miracle.
Your unfailing love without limit,
your ability to soothe my every hurt,
the way you are on duty, unselfishly,
every hour, every day,
makes me so grateful
that I am yours, and you are mine.
With open arms and open heart,
with enduring patience and inner strength,
you gave so much for me,
sometimes at your expense.
You are my teacher,
my comforter, my encourager,
appreciating all, forgiving all.
Sometimes I took you for granted, Mom,
but I don’t now, and I never will again.
I know that everything I am today
relates to you and your loving care.
I gaze in wonder
as I watch you being you—
my miracle, my mother.

Here is a special song just for u mom......

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

p/s: i love u mom!!! ur the best!!! no one can ever replace u....i love u before, now & forever & ever...

plastic surgery....

what's with the title u ask???
hahahahahhaha.........funny u should ask....
the story goes like this.....

on one fine but cold morning, my dearest warden during my schooldays in STF, dearest CIK SILAH, buzzed me through ym.......the conversation went something like this.....

cik silah: ijat, awak ade buat plastic surgery ke recently??
me: xdelah cikgu...mane ade....nape cikgu tanye cm tuh???
cik silah: bkn pe...arini kt announcement board kt skolah..ade tertampal a notice from ur college psl kejayaan awk dpt high TER fro SAM....so ade name awak dan ilia...muke ilia btol...tp muke awk...cm bdk cine plus free-hair.....awak ke??
me: what??? mane ade...sejak ble plak saye free-hair...saye tetap same cm dulu....
cik silah: kejap saye amek gmbr notice tuh & tunjuk awak...saya nk dptkn kepastian....kt cni dh kecoh dh antare cikgu2 psl awak...ingat awk dh berubah..ade yg btol2 pecaye yg itu awak....
me: tunjuk la saye gmbr tuh..........

(after the pictures were shown)........

me: hish!!! ade plak tu saye...tu minah cine mane tuh ntah....
cik silah: saye dh agak dh...x mungkin tu awk....bagoss la...jgn lupe asal usul awk....
me: saye xkn lupe.....mmg tu confirm bkn saye...cikgu sebarkn la ye kt cikgu2 laen...clearkn my name......hehehehhe.....

that's about it.....seriously...what was the taylor's people thinking when sending that picture to my school??? can they tell that the girl in the picture was totally a chinese??? buta ka??? but it was really funny....the thoughts of the teachers all talking to each other asking whether that was actually me or not......to think that there are even some teachers who believed that it was really me was the most hilarious thing i can ever imagine....just to get things right, i haven't changed...i'm still the same student from STF....but maybe with slight changes which were only for the better....cik silah, thanx for trusting me!!! hehehehehehe......

so what was the picture which triggered such a hot gossip among my dearest teachers back in STF?????




















p/s: what do you think??? does that picture look even a bit like me??? u decide....

a breathtaking journey.....

it has meanings in both ways. the real breathtaking as in it was incredible. and also the literal meaning of taking my breath because it was also tiring as it took a whole day. but it was all worth it. i was really glad that i took this journey with my dearest friends: ilia, nadia & anne......

where did we go, u ask????

the royal sydney easter show!!!!

we woke up like 4.45am for prayers & getting ready and stuff. then we called the cab to pick us up and send us to the Broadmeadow train station.

it was a cold morning. we had to change train at Strathfield station to go to OLYMPIC PARK.... we arrived like 9.15am and the place was........FULL OF PEOPLE!!! we were thinking, 'did everybody sleep here last night or something???'......
we got our maps & started walking.....the place was huge, i tell u....

where did we run to 1st??????
THE SHOWBAGS HALL!!!!! hahahahahahaha.....ilia was to be blamed for this....
she told us about all these interesting showbags where you buy a showbag for a very low price and get like so many stuff in it which would cost a whole lot more if u buy them individually....
so i bought 3 showbags: Madison, Marykate & Ashley and also Lizzie McGuire (for dearest NINI...I LOVE YOU!!!) for only AUD30...
which would cost me a total of AUD200 if i buy the stuff individually.....hahahahaha
amazing isnt it???

then we took some crazy rides....1st we took the swing-like ride which swing u like SUPER FAST....hahahahahaha.....but that was just the little ride...we just took that ride to increase our adrenaline flow.......hahahahahahahha
then we took the real thing....i dont quite remember was the name...but it was SUPER SCARY!!! but also SUPER FUN!!!

we also entered the HAUNTED HOTEL...which was like....phewie....it was such a lame haunted hotel...there was nothing to scream about.....

then we took the CRAZY COASTER!!! and that was totally AWESOME!! honestly, i liked it more than the roller coaster....

at one point, my heart was racing tremendously fast that all i did was prayed to ALLAH in my heart for my safety.....alhamdulillah, my prayer is granted.....

after finishing our prayers, we went to the stadium for a few shows: TRUE BLUE SHOW (story about a courageous dog), MOTOR SHOW (fantastic!! my mouth was wide open due to amusement) and......the most wonderful show of all...........

FIREWORKS!!!!















we went back straight that night after the fireworks and arrived safely back in Newcastle around 1am.........
summary.........the Royal Sydney Easter Show was a.........


BLAST!!!!!!

pics for autumn gath 2009.....